(via withoutgodimnothing)
After watching a show on TBN I realized that I have been angry at God because of some past disappointments in my life. It has really effected my walk with Him and I need to work at forgiving Him and getting over the pain before I am able to continue my growth in Him. I need your prayers.
As I was finish up the book of Luke, something dawned on me about Christ. Jesus’s life, death, and resurrection mirror that of the church. He was born, from an infant he grew, his ministry grew and spread out, He enjoyed good times, then Christ suffered extreme flogging and was sent to the cross and died. On the third day Christ was resurrected. Now the church body, it was born and started off very small, the Church grew and grew until the ministries reached around the world. The church body did enjoy a time of peace, but now it is entering a period or world wide persecution which Christ will eventually return to claim His people.
How i wish death could take me,
and the grave swallow me.
My life is drained;
again bitternes is my friend.
My heart gets trampled upon,
only to be healed and trampled on again.
How I wish I could be rid of this world,
and all the strife loving and emotions bring.
I wish for my place in heaven,
next to all the other worthless like me.
How long must I endure, oh God,
before you return and bring your children home?
Do not tarry long,
for my strength waxes cold,
and into the night i fade.
Forgive me for any spelling and grammar errors, I wrote this off the top of my head on a cheap tablet.
I am bored so I decided to put this on tumblr.